If I had a hammer I’d hammer in the morning
I’d hammer in the evening
All over this land…
I’d hammer out danger,
I’d hammer out a warning,
I’d hammer out love between my brothers and my sisters,
All over this land.
A most famous song performed by Peter, Paul and Mary in the 60’s… the verse I think that really hit me was:
It’s the hammer of Justice,
It’s the bell of Freedom,
It’s the song about Love between my brothers and my sisters,
All over this land.
This song written by Pete Seeger and Lee Hays In 1949… Peter, Paul and Mary changed it a bit in 1963, but still the same premiss. The Love we have between our Brother and our Sisters. Not just in this country but on this planet… All over this Land! This song is what came to mind with an experience had with new and old found friends… Names are with held for privacy but I’ll use names… Maybe real maybe not.. that’s just how I roll…
As many things do, I am amazed… The one thing, the thread we all share is humanity. Even the most hard of heart has a place in his/her heart for something that is dear. As a cancer commando, I am aware of the many things in this system that keep many from receiving the care that may save that life. Like me, there are the folks that have been on that road and have found there are other ways… But sadly, these too have a cost. As a Physically challenged person dealing with pain on levels some days, I can’t even speak and needing money to nourish my body so it can heal. Looking for a job as someone that is in constant pain and working to fight back the growths in this body is an exercise in futility but the battle roars on. I choose to smile and be a happy man, this is also “how I roll”… Sometimes it’s tough but without fail, everyday there comes a laugh, and somehow a guitar or something of music winds up on me and there’s the smile. Pain and suffering still there but, beat back by the Grace Of God. It has to be God. Nothing else in the verse has this power… Then he gives me friends, because these friends bring many smiles… WoW!
Friends, I have many… I cherish this more than gold. Just when I’m down and have literally told myself I’m done, I surrender, please take me, why are you making me suffer so, do I really have a purpose? I’m sorry, Please!!! Then, there’s a hand, a word, that hammer comes with ever so light a touch to my heart. A friend reaching out not in pity, not in sadness but with power, hey man, wassup! It seems there is a faith that can over come. This faith in God and in the energy of a friend, all can be overcome.
I received a call last week from a friend from many years ago. His little brother told him I was in town and gave him my number. It was awesome to talk with my friend Jerry. He gave me some news that touched my heart in a way that cannot be weighed. He said, “remember when we used to sit down and you would teach me guitar” (40 years ago)… I said, Hey yeah! he said, “well, I’m still playin every day and I owe it all to you, and I just wanted to thank you”… Wow! I’ve always said, I’m here for a reason, if for nothing else but to play a song that maybe just one person would hear and it would help him/her on the path to spiritual awareness the path to God. Jerry is in a group to sings to the spirit of God and he taught his Son to play! I was … I can’t even explain it and of course there was much emotion (ok I cried, I’m not really a sissy, I’m just an emotional dude so back off! hahahah) This to me, was a great thing… How do you tell someone you may have sparked it and a lil push but he did all the work… I am but a humble Musician…
Then not a week later I’m on the great social network thing called facebook. I’m a member of a group that is comprised of folks that either grew up or know someone that grew up in Thousand Oaks California (I Grew Up in Thousand Oaks, and then some). What a great lil community this is. I lived there back in the 60’s and 70’s. I’m making new friends and we all get to know each other or re-kindle friendships. As I do, I tend to share (maybe a bit to much) so there are no misunderstandings and also there’s the NO PITY rule. So I’ve made some awesome friends and the banter runs a muck at times but if nobody takes it personal all is well. Well, I made this friend, let’s just call him Jeff T. (LoL!) this last big 400+ million dollar jackpot, Mr Jeff T. bought a ticked and offered to share it with everyone in the group but you had to agree to terms. The one that got me and just set me back, 10 mill had to go to Stevo (that’s me) to get medical treatment for this Cancer and to move to Nashville (which is my dream to get back to Nashville and play, play till I make it to the Opry) Well, I gotta tell ya, this was a gesture that was to me beyond what the money was all about and everyone, know me or not was all in, I was blown away. It was that Brother on Brother reaching out to help, and in communicating with Mr Jeff, this was what it was. Was a genuine true spirit. (and yes I wept, get off my back! lol)
So, If I had a hammer, and I could hammer out the love between my brothers and my sisters… I would indeed do that… most of all, I think I’m grateful to my Lord God for keeping me sane. Even though I think I’m being tortured sometimes, It’s this body on this planet… My spirit is pain free, healthy and full of life, thanks to God, for Friends old and new that I’ve been blessed with, and I keep on smile’n…
Y’all Be Cool… Give thanks, and pay attention… It’s what we are here for…