If I Had A Hammer

Pete Seeger concert photo b&w

Pete Seeger concert photo b&w

If I had a hammer I’d hammer in the morning
I’d hammer in the evening
All over this land…

I’d hammer out danger,
I’d hammer out a warning,
I’d hammer out love between my brothers and my sisters,
All over this land.

A most famous song performed by Peter, Paul and Mary in the 60’s… the verse I think that really hit me was:

It’s the hammer of Justice,
It’s the bell of Freedom,
It’s the song about Love between my brothers and my sisters,
All over this land.

This song written by Pete Seeger and Lee Hays In 1949… Peter, Paul and Mary changed it a bit in 1963, but still the same premiss.  The Love we have between our Brother and our Sisters.  Not just in this country but on this planet… All over this Land!  This song is what came to mind with an experience had with new and old found friends…  Names are with held for privacy but I’ll use names… Maybe real maybe not.. that’s just how I roll…

As many things do, I am amazed…  The one thing, the thread we all share is humanity.  Even the most hard of heart has a place in his/her heart for something that is dear.   As a cancer commando, I am aware of the many things in this system that keep many from receiving the care that may save that life.  Like me, there are the folks that have been on that road and have found there are other ways…  But sadly, these too have a cost.  As a Physically challenged person dealing with pain on levels some days, I can’t even speak and needing money to nourish my body so it can heal.  Looking for a job as someone that is in constant pain and working to fight back the growths in this body is an exercise in futility but the battle roars on.  I choose to smile and be a happy man, this is also “how I roll”…  Sometimes it’s tough but without fail, everyday there comes a laugh, and somehow a guitar or something of music winds up on me and there’s the smile.  Pain and suffering still there but, beat back by the Grace Of God.  It has to be God.  Nothing else in the verse has this power…  Then he gives me friends, because these friends bring many smiles… WoW!

Friends, I have many… I cherish this more than gold.  Just when I’m down and have literally told myself I’m done, I surrender, please take me, why are you making me suffer so, do I really have a purpose?  I’m sorry, Please!!!   Then, there’s a hand, a word, that hammer comes with ever so light a touch to my heart.  A friend reaching out not in pity, not in sadness but with power, hey man, wassup!  It seems there is a faith that can over come. This faith in God and in the energy of a friend, all can be overcome.

I received a call last week from a friend from many years ago.  His little brother told him I was in town and gave him my number.  It was awesome to talk with my friend Jerry.  He gave me some news that touched my heart in a way that cannot be weighed.  He said, “remember when we used to sit down and you would teach me guitar” (40 years ago)… I said, Hey yeah!  he said, “well, I’m still playin every day and I owe it all to you, and I just wanted to thank you”…   Wow!  I’ve always said, I’m here for a reason, if for nothing else but to play a song that maybe just one person would hear and it would help him/her on the path to spiritual awareness the path to God.  Jerry is in a group to sings to the spirit of God and he taught his Son to play!  I was … I can’t even explain it and of course there was much emotion (ok I cried, I’m not really a sissy, I’m just an emotional dude so back off!  hahahah)  This to me, was a great thing…  How do you tell someone you may have sparked it and a lil push but he did all the work… I am but a humble Musician…

Official seal of City of Thousand Oaks

Official seal of City of Thousand Oaks

Then not a week later I’m on the great social network thing called facebook.  I’m a member of a group that is comprised of folks that either grew up or know someone that grew up in Thousand Oaks California (I Grew Up in Thousand Oaks, and then some).  What a great lil community this is.    I lived there back in the 60’s and 70’s.  I’m making new friends and we all get to know each other or re-kindle friendships.  As I do, I tend to share (maybe a bit to much) so there are no misunderstandings and also there’s the NO PITY rule.  So I’ve made some awesome friends and the banter runs a muck at times but if nobody takes it personal all is well.  Well, I made this friend, let’s just call him Jeff T.  (LoL!)  this last big 400+ million dollar jackpot, Mr Jeff T. bought a ticked and offered to share it with everyone in the group but you had to agree to terms.  The one that got me and just set me back, 10 mill had to go to Stevo (that’s me) to get medical treatment for this Cancer and to move to Nashville (which is my dream to get back to Nashville and play, play till I make it to the Opry)  Well, I gotta tell ya, this was a gesture that was to me beyond what the money was all about and everyone, know me or not was all in, I was blown away.  It was that Brother on Brother reaching out to help, and in communicating with Mr Jeff, this was what it was.  Was a genuine true spirit.  (and yes I wept, get off my back! lol)

So, If I had a hammer, and I could hammer out the love between my brothers and my sisters… I would indeed do that… most of all, I think I’m grateful to my Lord God for keeping me sane.  Even though I think I’m being tortured sometimes, It’s this body on this planet… My spirit is pain free, healthy and full of life, thanks to God, for Friends old and new  that I’ve been blessed with, and I keep on smile’n…

Y’all Be Cool… Give thanks, and pay attention… It’s what we are here for…

Peace…

I’ll Be Back…

Greetings and Salutations!

Well, it’s that time… As a homeless person in this great land of ours I must take a break and relocate.  Ya know, I type these stories as if I’m talking to you on a personal level.  That’s because that’s how I deal with life, it’s personal.  (in a good way of course!)  I’ve stated on more than one occasion, my faith and my relationship with God.  With that said, I must say, “in this great land of ours” as a homeless person I can have a facebook page and a blog.  I communicate what and when, I think I would like to communicate with great affection, “This is not a bad thing”…  Yes it can be a drag sometimes when it gets cold, (or way hot) where do I get my mail, where will I get my next meal.  I am a total failure at Pan Handling.  Not only am I terrible at it, I usually give away what I’ve gotten… Well, a very close and dear friend of mine set it in my mind, and it set well, as it is a friend who has been a spiritual mentor to me for most of my life.  He Baptized me, he keeps strong in his faith, like a lighthouse in the fog he has always been there and always will be..  “Let go and Let God”   His wife Also a friend of many years is a pinnacle of faith, both friends for over 40 years… This is truly a friendship, Truly a gift from God…  He always has a grip on me, Praise God…. Amen…

Ok, Back to my point here… It’s time for me to move on.  I’ve been in the shelter of my Brother Chris and his Aunt Francine.  What lovely and generous friends.  I know there is no way to repay but I will keep you in my prayers always!  My brothers Ron and Rob have offered me shelter and a path to health.  With this Cancer fighting to stay in my body I must do battle with strong faith that the divine healer will do his work, so I must feed my body with healthy foods and my brothers have so kindly offered to assist me in this battle.  I can already feel my body healing.  I’m brighter and more alert than I’ve been in a very long time.  I’m moving around and in much less pain than I’ve been in some time.

I’m also making my way to the California coast, as I feel called to do so.  Not only is it a place of much joy in my memories of my youth.  I feel a strong calling to be there.  Oh, don’t get me wrong, Nashville is still my ultimate calling, I will live in Nashville soon.  However, I feel there is something I need to do and it is near the Ocean in the place of my youth…  So this is what I shall do…

There are so many things I need to learn and I know it’s all so I may bring Gods word to those that thirst for his Love, as well as the one that doesn’t know.  There are so many that have either been misled or have no idea about Gods plan for us all in our coming home.   We will return to the Father and we will be surrounded and protected by his love.  OH yeah, Pastor Roland, I’m way long winded… there is no contest.. LoL!  Just ask anyone who reads my stuff… I think it’s the look on their face when they see a post by me… Oh boy, better get a cup of coffee, LoL!  I love it!

This is not a goodbye for a long time.   I have a device that if I’m near a free wifi connection I can still check and comment.  I’m not one for typing out long posts on a small computer device.  My fingers are fat and I don’t txt well… 🙂

One final thing… in my “Dream in a Dream” post I discovered what, Barooch Atahah Adonay means…  My spelling is off only because  I’m hooked on phonics… The spelling is Baruch atah Adonai, and is a basic blessing in Hebrew.  Baruch Atah Adonai, Eloheinu Melech Ha’Olam, Sh’hecheyanu, V’Kiyemanu, V’Higianu LaZman HaZeh. Translation: Praised are You, the Eternal One our God, Ruler of the Cosmos, who has kept us alive, sustained us, and enabled us to reach this moment.  This is something for me to think about.  I’m learning to speak Spanish, I’m think’n Hebrew and Latin would be an awesome thing to do… Ya know they say, learning a new language keeps the mind sharp…  Nothing better than a sharp mind… Hmmm I wonder, I might still be married… Naaaah… LoL!

Brotherhood of the Sound… I’ve added this button and this will be more Faith Based writings of how I feel and follow my faith in playing and writing music, with my Brothers…  That story will be there as well as a song that explains the beginning of my path in faith. Song Title “Tribute”

To those that follow and actually read these ramblings, Thank you… I truly hope somewhere in this mess there is a message for you.  I can tell ya one thing for sure… If you have a Question… all you have to do is ask.  Ask Father God and he will tell you… and all you have to do is listen… Pretty cool stuff.   To be a part of a Musical Praise and Worship Ministry is something I truly aspire to attain.  I truly believe music is yet another way to find truth and the path to the teachings of Jesus Christ…  Keep an ear out for my Brother Ron and I.  He is truly strong in faith and truly an excellent Musician!  With this combo, look out!

Gods Blessings and a safe path to all… I’ll be groovin and takin in what the Good Lord brings me.  I’ll letcha know where I land…

Y’all be cool…

Peace…

Stevo…

PS… Oh, ya know I was thinking in my post “Life and Time fo Stevo & A Time For Thanks”.  There are so many to thank in my life.  someday I will set down and make a list (only cause that’s what I do)…  You all know who you are and I Love you with all my heart.  I would take a bullet for anyone in my life that is my brother or sister.  actually I think I would take a bullet for anyone who was in danger.

But that’s another Story… 🙂